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Journalling:

Just came home from having gone bowling with S3 and H. I bowled really well and even beat H - only second time in 10 yrs! He said sarcastically "did you become better at bowling too?". What H meant by this is since we have seperated I've done everything well. Work is fab- got a raise, I'm great at golf, I'm going out, looking after S3 and looking fab. Sensing some resentment on his part. Not my problem though, I beat him fare and square!

Had a great nite. H was trying to get close because we were all havig such a great time. But I pulled away. Didn't give him the chance again. 

H once again left his phone in the car. Once we got back in the car he saw missed calls, I'm sure u can guess who. On the drive home which is only 5 mins away his phone rang over 10 times. It was on silent but kept vibrating and flashing. Bet you can't guess who I could sense H felt awkward and was trying to speed home. 

My goodness these OW are so desperate. Would hate to be on such a short leash. Oh well his problem again, not mine.

We once again talked about his new job and the fact he will have to go away to another state for at least a week and then some more during the year. H out of the blue says "maybe you two could come up for the weekend  while I'm there". I said maybe. 

As you know I'm going with H and S3 to the movies this Sunday. H said I was also welcome to spend the day with him and S3 on Saturday. I said thanks but I'm busy. He also said I was welcome to sleep over his apartment on the Saturday nite. Again I said thanks but I'm sleeping over a friends place. Looks like H is wanting to spend more time together but I'm going to make sure that it's not too much too soon. Don't want to overwhelm him or me for that matter. Besides he is still with OW.  

Funny thing that hapenned after H said goodbye he rushed off in his car. Musnt keep OW waiting, she must be fuming that he didn't answer her phone calls. Wouldn't want to be in his shoes tonite!