Well her brother called me earlier and asked me to come over since she wasn't there. He and his wife told their kids about the divorce so he wanted a little company since my wife stayed elsewhere again tonight.
He said he's been trying to go to bat for me to her because he said he doesn't even understand what the problem is here and says she's acting stupid right now. Which I told him as much as I appreciate him trying to straighten her out but I don't want her getting mad at him about this. So I think he's going to back off a little about it.
I'm just trying to get my mind off of her. i think if I could do that I could think of things to do. Just my mind if so clouded right now and trying to figure out how to be happy when this stuff is going on and trying to figure out exactly how I should do the LRT
How do I detach from her emotions? Right now I honestly feel like I'm on steady downward spiral that is going fast. I hate feeling like I have no control on my own life.
