Grr, so glad you posted. I've been thinking of you.
And I rarely take out the 2x4's, but I might make an exception. LOL!
So, you are human. But, now you know that it doesnt serve you well to snoop. You know better so you'll do better, right?
Honey, he is nowhere near being through the tunnel. He is living in lalaland trying to put a bandaid on whatever it is he needs to work through. Sad, really.
I know it doesnt feel like it, but, this has very little to do with you. His journey - he can choose to work it or bury himself in his fantasy life.
It is normal to feel you take some steps forward and then some back. There isnt a straight path here.
Please make sure that you are protected legally.
And then continue on. Time to get back on the path.
