is all i can think right now..............hello again.
i have not posted in such a long time..........and nothing has changed
my husband and i are still living apart
we have not talked about our relationship very much....tho i know he still wants a divorce
he is on the road all summer, so i expect that he will file in september
he has moved forward with certain things our home on the west coast is going up for sale (when he goes there for work he says he will sleep on his boat at the canyon)
for most of the time, i have just been coasting along
i no longer hold out hope that he will change his mind
i don't look at him and become upset anymore because i want his affection i sort of feel nothing when i see him
but today............ i went to his house (it is really our house, he has been there while i am with my parents and son - i can go in as i please)
he had left something for me to retrieve he also left his cel
and oc course i did a stupid thing
texts to friends asking about "strip clubs" that they were going to
most upsetting of all, a text from a college girl seems the hung out and she was texting him after at 3am, asking him to come to her hotels pool the next day
