Well jack since of of my fears is death...not much I can do about that.

It's funny you should mention about fears. My wife works with a psychologist who treats a lot of anxiety disorders including phobias. He's been on Oprah, Hoarders and had a show on VH-1. His new show is about ...phobias.

My other fears is of being alone - I have to quantify that. I mean with my family, kids. I won't really be alone. I guess I'm thinking along the lines of romantic love.

I need to ruminate on this.


Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.
--Jean Jacques Rousseau.