Fool me once, Shame on ME

[ninelives]

Denver and Country. Thanks for the positive feedback, maybe there will be some things for her to consider down the road and maybe she is so far into her relationship that she may consider it for a little while , but then keep going down her path.

And country, going in buck would not impress her, remember, pools and shrinkage.

Faith: I know what you are saying is true. Sometimes the rope is gone albeit it with some rope burn because I am reluctant to do so.

And then I pick it up again. I think I need to be really dark with her in order for me to completely drop the rope. When I see her and interact, I have difficulty.

What you said makes so much sense and I will try again to drop it for ME. Summer is coming, maybe I can avoid her more this summer.

She did invite me to her MOm's memorial service on July 23rd, which happens to be the day before our anniversary. There is a bike rally that day as well but I think Ill miss it as I owe it to her mother to go to that memorial service.

Two more tough days to get through and then maybe I can start living again for real.

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