I guess i am having a small panic attack. Anytime i get an email from wife it happens. She is now asking me if my lawyer is ready to speak to her lawyer for another draft of the decree.
2 weeks back we were still discussing the possession schedule of daughter. I don't think we even reached a consensus.
I need to get my head out of the sand. I keep thinking that she might slow down. But she's absolutely determined to drive this train home.
I don't know why i am having such a hard time accepting that this is over. Some days i feel i am in a bad nightmare from which i'll wake up soon. Right now i am having that. I just hate it.
After all this cr*p i don't know how i'll have any ounce of forgiveness left in me.
BITS M 38 W 36 D 7 Married 15 yrs W left for 6 months in 2009 W Filed for D 01/03/11 piecing now...
