I'm not sure which thread to jump in, but since your title is asking a question of your W being a true WAW or not....I'll land here. If you read Michele's article on the home page about the WAW Syndrome, it explains very well the WAW.
She doesn't have to actually leave, in order to fall into that category. A WAW has left the M "in her heart". She feel "done" with it.
What are you looking for here at DB? I saw where you were doing a lot of journaling. Does that seem to help?
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
