WAW, Filing as Fast as Possible

[aeolianchaos]

Great day today. Although I'm not a father, I got to spend it with mine and really enjoyed being around the family that seems to stick w/ me no matter what. It makes me appreciate how fortunate I am to have them there for me.

Although the thinking about W is still present, I would venture to say today was a 4 on a scale of 1-10. Not a 1, but still beats a 7 or an 8. I'll take what I can get in that department.

Been reading a lot the past few days and want to start taking a little more active role in my getting of a life. A lot of it has been happening freely, but I do feel like perhaps some more engagement on my end will lead to far greater satisfaction. I do remember a time when I was very active and seemed to have a lot more going on in my life - a lot of this was before I got M.. hmm. I don't like to attribute cause and effect like that to an outside person, but it is a little weird. Maybe I had issues that didn't really fully manifest until the right stresses were in place. I don't know.