Kassie, Little things seem big when you are depressed. That is what I think is going on with some of your house problems. Distraction and maybe too much to do. It is a big pain is the A** to have to take care of everything yourself, I agree with that 100% You are not self pitying, there is a lot to do when you live alone. It's normal. Maybe you can find some peace with that. You are doing just fine. If you can, try to find satisfaction in the day to day, go to work, come home and take care of yourself routine. Wonder
