A whole Box...Yikes. I'm pretty sure I'd puke that up.
Anywho, sorry your day is rough. I believe that is okay to just let go sometimes. Wasn't it Rosie Greier who sang.."It's alright to cry." (you are about the right age to remember Free to Be You and Me.)
Since you moved out have you had any conversations about the R or do you just avoid it? Not that I'm suggesting one need to take place, just curious.
Her response is kinda strange, at least to me.
I think those who work in mental health offer special challenges to us. I mean they aren't too keen on trying a lot of what's out there because they don't believe in it or are just tired from their jobs.
I'm sure you W's work takes a emotional toll on her (I'm not sure if I asked you what she does exactly)
Does she know exactly why you left/moved out?
Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet. --Jean Jacques Rousseau.