I realise that I cannot have too many expectations. If however, I were to be honest with my self, thats the part that scares me the most. I am starting to get expectations and I dont want to. I need to slow my thoughts down and back the hell away......
Originally Posted By: RedNailPolish
Went to Hs apartment so he could help me complete forms for childcare benefit. All was going well. We were chatting and joking around and I even took a shower at Hs apartment
Originally Posted By: RedNailPolish
I want to give up because it hurts so bad. And then S3 cries when we get home and he says "I want you and daddy to be together. I want us all to be together mummy, please mummy, please"
How's that working for you?
Originally Posted By: RedNailPolish
So for S3 I gotta keep trying. I just have to keep trying.
What about you?
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
