M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
It is a good feeling, and I am embracing it. Not much has changed. I still feel like I don't want to be M even if my W were to change her mind. BTW, nothing has changed with my W either.
I havent been in contact with My W very much. We had a "discussion" the other day about our bikes, and I just told her not to worry about them any more. She was being a little pi$$y, and I new it was coming sooner or later, so I made the decision. It felt good too.
So today and tnight, I got my D and SD. They had a great time tonight. I tm and talked to my W quite a bit about what we were doing. The girls had a lot of fun. I acted as if when we spoke, but it's really not acting these days. W is coming over at 9 get SD. It is hard to be around SD a lite bit, bc it reminds me of what I have lost, a D in my eyes. She was very happy with me and my F, and we really did have a great day.
It still hurts when I Start to see what I lost again, but that is not and was not my choice. My SD is great, my W is not.
That's about it.
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M:34 W:28 SD:9 D:6 (pr) M:3 T:6 Separated 1/16/11 ILYBNILWY 10/25/10 PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10
I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...
Keep it up and Im sure that some day, we will all be invited to Islanders new wedding. One way or another.
You have come a long way my friend. I hope you are sincere when you say that none of this is really bothering with the exception of your lost SD.
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BITS M-46 W-42 M-16y T-19 y s10 s15 BombDec.19/09 Sep-F16/10 Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10 Recon July 5/10 PA foundOut- Oct 30/10 Mental HospNov/10 moved out Nov/10 Leg Sep Mar 15/11
