Thanks H, I guess I could reply to you in person, since you're in the house, and I'm on the veranda. But my feet are so tired, and I actually like this. I like that we each have time to read, and think about our response.
Thank you for acknowledging your words in the past. I know that that has been hard for you to do recently. It means so much to me to realize you might understand what they did to me.
I know that it hurts you to realize HOW they affected me, but I know that you'll feel better for knowing, and then knowing how to undo them. And it's easy really: just acknowledge them, and hopefully stop. Well actually, I hope you never feel the need to even censor yourself, after you understand...
Everything in our life is a lesson. And one good thing that has resulted from our troubles is that I did learn that I could create something from nothing but an idea - the store.
I do appreciate all you do to help me with it. I couldn't have done it without your all of your help.