I'm sorry. I think in the same vein as 'what you resist, persists', giving her what she wanted will 'work'. You are free, and yet you don't seem to feel free because of your faith. And yet you are REALLY free--to be yourself. To really be and do all that you want to be and do. She will probably find you irresistible then, although you might not find her so much so. She may have to 'DB' YOU.
I hope it goes that way and I hope you find peace and joy. And more of the growth that you've discussed on your threads.
