I’m truly sorry that I’ve diminished your creative spirit. Each time I look around our house, I see the negative effects of my anger, both current and in the past. I know how creative you are, a unique gift given only to a select few.
It stings to read your creative energy returns after I depart, but I understand and acknowledge how you feel. When I’m angry, dismissive or self-righteous, I give off negative energy. In the past, I never really acknowledged the effects of energy, but I do now. When your hurt, when your vulnerable because you don’t trust me, I can feel your energy; your like a freekin lightning rod. Artists are a unique breed, and creativity is all about energy, and I know, that you thrive on positive energy. I am so very sorry that I’ve stolen your energy.
Yes, I regret all my bread-winner comments. What I would give to reverse our lives a few years.
Your store rocks and I know it takes all of your creative energy to make it work. However, you’re strong, and I will do whatever I can to help.
More importantly, I want US to move forward TOGEHTOR. That doesn’t mean I erase the past, moreover, I acknowledge and want to keep dialogue between us open.
