I am not sure whats going on this week...I thought i was not on the rollercoaster that happened last weekend. Looks like i am.
All the negative feelings that seemed to have gone away lately have returned this week. Maybe it is also because of father's day.
I also just want to vent here. Somehow this morning i am just boiling with anger on what just what my wife has done with our family. Then i try to reason with myself that everyone is allowed to f*ck up once. But still seeing how i am missing out on everything related to my daughter, I sometimes dont know how i'll be able to forgive her.
Just having a very bad morning today.
BITS M 38 W 36 D 7 Married 15 yrs W left for 6 months in 2009 W Filed for D 01/03/11 piecing now...
