Aw c'mon Faith, she's in the same house.
I can't freakin' avoid her.

But don't get me wrong, I have no problems with my seratonin (like night and day compared to six months ago). I'm happy and content. In fact, because I accept that she'll be in her fog for a very, very long time, I'm pretty darn close to being like Gloria Gaynor^^^.

Interesting thing is though, I've given her everything she wanted, divorce, money from the house, let her remain at home with the kids (in my bedroom no less) and still, although she's civil and businesslike, she remains very distant and guarded. There's still an air of tension, but I guess that's normal. IDK.

I just hope she doesn't misconstrue my behavior and positive attitude as in some way pathethically hoping and waiting for her to "come around", 'cause I really wish she'd move out and give me my bed back.

Me 53 XW 50
M 18 Years +2
S14 D19
Bomb 10-24-10
Served 1-27-11
Mediate 4-21-11
Civil D Final 6-2-11
No church anullment
"A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."