I gave her a letter 3 1/2 weeks ago essentially saying I loved her, but I couldn't be in her life while OM is.

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2157605&page=8

The EA/PA has been going on in front of my face for a year and I just don't want any part of it any longer.

I believe that if we hadn't bought the U2 tickets 2 years ago using our joint account I wouldn't have thought twice about inviting my friend instead.

...and yes, I know that if W goes to the show it's the opposite of what I wrote. I kinda hope she declines. Then again, I really want her to go.

Grrr, stupid feelings

Me 43 W 38
M 5 T 7
SD20
S15, S13 with 1st W
ILYBNILWY June 2010
Separation/Bomb July 2010
Divorce Feb 8, 2011