I guess I have let go, but need to let go even more...completely.
I think I am getting better. I look back at the hurt of it all and realize that I have come a long way. Even though I still hurt, it is not as bad as it was October - March. But.....
I had a bad night last night.
I realized that I am missing someone who "loved me deeply for many years" and now doesn't even care if I'm alive.
Tad
Currently: M 57 XW 58 Sons 39,34,32,30
The Sitch: Married 26 years EA w/ OM 9/10 Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary) Sep 12/10 She wants D 1/11 W files 5/11 D final 10/11 XW marries OM 6/13
