9,
it's ok, I think those are common feelings. I was like that a few days ago. In fact, I kinda did the same thing and fixated on one phrase she used in the only communication we've had in weeks:
"I could not remember if your lease was 6 or 9 months but six is coming up if we need to discuss moving etc."

What does my W mean about moving: me moving to another apt, moving back in with her, what? Like you, I haven't a clue how to really read this.

Like you, I've wanted to call her, talk to her, see her so bad. Your thoughts are normal, I think we all go through this.

I doubt her life is exactly how she wants it now, and I suspect the fog clears momentarily for most of our WAS.

You'll be ok, we all will.


Me 43 W 38
M 5 T 7
SD20
S15, S13 with 1st W
ILYBNILWY June 2010
Separation/Bomb July 2010
Divorce Feb 8, 2011