X continues to demonstrate more interest in I think I believe his MLC rants now, that he didn't really love me. I didn't want to believe them But I think I believe them now. I think I was someone he got together with because I was responsible, which meant he didn't have to be.
Amazing how rewritten history starts to blend in with what was real as TIME goes by.
I am sure you did not get married because the two of you didn't love each other.