Slowly we unfurl, as lotus flowers

[gr8 day 2B alive]

Now the weird part, went with the OW I have mentioned before. Well, I made it clear while back that I could only be friends, but after drinks, etc. it got awkward. We went back to her place after for another beer and watching a movie. She laid down on my legs, yada yada yada. I said it was time for me to leave and she asked me to stay. I politely declined and headed home.

The drive home I got a sick feeling of loneliness from the whole ordeal. Hard to explain.

CS,
this is a normal feeling. You desire to be with your W however she does not want to be with you(at least right now), on the flip side there is someone right in front of you who WANTS to be be you. It's Humen nature to have campanionship.
That feeling you having many people act on. That's how affairs start.
Good for you to remain strong.

It's been 2 months today since W filed for D. Not a word or action on her part since. I filed my response at the end of May, I can only assume she got it.

She's not on the "fast track" anyways, but I expect something at some point here. She needs to sh!t or get off the pot eventually.

AHH, two months? I going on two years now and my STBX has even filed!!!
I have given her a road back to the M and she chose not to accept it. But she STILL has done nothing to move forward with D.

Guess what? I make settlement on my house this Monday to buy her out and remove her name from the mortgage and then I will be the one to file for D. I deserve better in a R and intend to find someone who WANTS TO BE WITH ME.
Some M can't be saved, unfortunately mine is one of them. Not what I wanted but have accepted the outcome.

Many WAS leave the M, say they want a D and do not do a thing about it.

Just giving you a perspective on things.