I found that the only way I could function, be in the present & available for my children and create a new, better life,
(which is a hell of a lot to do, when you are in serious confusing pain)
was to go with the belief/mantra that we have to
do our best, leave the Results up to God...and not take it back
&eventually it worked, and that was that.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016