Slowly we unfurl, as lotus flowers

[♪CS♪]

Not much to report these days, just truckin' along.

Went to a great concert last night, the Deftones. They are one I listened to quite a bit back in college. This is there home town so they always put on a good show. A LOT of energy.

Now the weird part, went with the OW I have mentioned before. Well, I made it clear while back that I could only be friends, but after drinks, etc. it got awkward. We went back to her place after for another beer and watching a movie. She laid down on my legs, yada yada yada. I said it was time for me to leave and she asked me to stay. I politely declined and headed home.

The drive home I got a sick feeling of loneliness from the whole ordeal. Hard to explain.

Until the end though, good night, a lot of fun.

Have D back tonight and tomorrow night which is always nice. She just always makes me smile. I know I'm bias, but I swear she is the cutest girl ever!

It's been 2 months today since W filed for D. Not a word or action on her part since. I filed my response at the end of May, I can only assume she got it.

She's not on the "fast track" anyways, but I expect something at some point here. She needs to sh!t or get off the pot eventually.

Been probably the darkest I've been since the beginning the last week and a half or so. Only required contact for D.

A journey is like marriage. The certain way to be wrong is to think you control it. - John Steinbeck