Yesterday while watching tv they had some cheerleaders come on. I didn't think it was such a big deal bit apparently W did. We got into a discussion about me prefering blonde cheerleader types with large breasts. Which is not true again. To be honest that type of stereotype of beauty doesn't interest me at all. So I had to remind her how much I prefer her over the typical blonde bimbo. You don't marry a punky/goth if you like blondes, it just doesn't work that way.
In the middle of the conversation she grabs my phone opens the browser and sees this site. She didn't see much only that it was a forum, and at a glance saw the word sex. She asked what it was I told her it was just a gaming forum. She called me out, and said then why did I see the word sex? Well at that point I came clean and told her I was loggingon here for advice about sex and M. She said she knew that I was, she just didn't like me covering it up.
Which I guess brings me to my next point. We guys have a real hard time admitting we need help. I explained to her how it was embarrassing for me to even admit that I log on here, and that out of shame I tried covering it up. We discussed the issue and even laughed about it till things were smooth again.
We were doing so well I decided to pull out PM and discuss Ch 3. Well we only got through half of it till she declared she was not in the mood for it and was not paying attention. I am left wondering if anything in Ch 3 struck a nerve. She was very receptive during the first 2 chapters it was weird seeing her close up like that.
The chapter deals with how our emotions sabotage our sex life. It even challenges the notion of using alcohol to get in the mood, noting that alcohol merely anesthetizes bad emotions, that normally keep us from allowing ourselves to get aroused and enjoy ml. Not going to read too much into it. I may just try to re-engage her today or tomorrow.
Oh yeah we also had a minor fight because I did 2 things meaning well that she did not agree with. I told her that I wouldn't do it again, but also let her know that I do not appreciate it when she gets mad because of something I did with purely good intentions. This little episode blew over quickly.
Other than that we continued packing, did lots of cuddling on the couch, and looked up housing online. I still say it was a positive day.
