Not much to report on my end today. Guess no news is good news huh. I have backed way off, not emailing her at all. I only text her if it is reference to the kids. I keep the convo. short and to the point no R talk. Getting more accomplished around the house.
I feel like on some level, that I have gone dark. Well as dark as one can go while living in the same house, sleeping in the same bed. That is still the hard part, going to bed at night. I understand how difficult it must be now sharing a bed with the one has betrayed you in the worst of ways. She truely is strong to be dealing with this so calmly. But she will barely acknowledge me at this time even when we have been talking all night about different things. I wonder if thats when it hits hardest? I dont ask for obvious reasons. She has asked me to go with her a few places this weekend and asked to attend my friends wedding. So, I cant help but to be really pleased where we are in this thing. Time & Space.......I utter it to myself all day. Thanks for listening to me ramble!
