I do still worry at times that h will get hurt or angry and not tell me until it's too late.
There's not a lot I can do about it. He sure seems happier and more satisfied in life than he was in his MLC.
Finances are a stress right now, due to MILs cancer and our going half time to care for her. Since she died in March, I have not found a full time position and it is bothering me a lot. I think it bothers him a lot but he won't complain about it b/c that would be pretty crappy of him considering...
He's full time b/c in his field he can always find work.
And we do have d13 at home and now it's summer.
If I stare at it, I can feel insecure but not "sick inside" if you kwim.
So I don't stare at that so much as I stare at what is good in our life right now and a lot
is really good. Hope this helps.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
