(((YR))) Joining those sending prayers your way; in hopes that you find health and strength by living your life through love and peace.
Let your H do what ever he will because he wants to, not because you want him to. If that involves him being there for you, it will be meaningful to both of you. If he is not fully there for you, keep your focus on your health.
As you wait, try to make yourself breath easy and relax. Know that anyone who can survive someone else's MLC can handle whatever life presents.
