WAW - true or false?

[rh24]

I guess I'm feeling a little 'rollercoastery'. I guess I am seeing small positive signs. Even after our big talk Thursday night, and with me surprising myself by even initiating further discussion to clarifiy a few things on Friday morning - we had a pretty nice weekend.

For some reason I start feeling a little connection on the weekends, then it seems like Monday has us back to square one.

MILD RANT COMING:
Yesterday and this morning I find myself with 'less than helpful' thoughts - frustration that she's not willing to work on herself at all, feelings that if she's not the type of person who IS willing to work on herself at all do I really even WANT to be with her, feelings that there are a lot of factors that are keeping her on the fence like fear of telling the kids that makes me feel like maybe I should to on the offensive and drop a bomb back on her and either get things over with or motivate her to 'engage'. Those types of thoughts have been more prevalent the last 24 hours.

I just keep telling myself to chill and 'stay the course'.