Journaling....

Talked to daughter yesterday. Again i mentioned if wife wanted me to respond to her email on some divorce related questions. She said yes. So i guess whatever motions she was going through on saturday were fleeting. Yea so i'll be sending her the response as usual. On saturday i also asked if she wanted me to mail her a book (hold-me tight). She said yes. Yesterday i reminded her again. Now she was hesitant and said she might not be able to read it as she has started some classes at the local university. But she asked to mail it. I did it this morning.

I am just gonna keep an open mind to all this. On one hand i feel dumb that i am pursuing her even after all this crap. But on the other I feel that all this negative stuff will pass and that a good future awaits us both if i can ride out this crazy wave.


BITS
M 38
W 36
D 7
Married 15 yrs
W left for 6 months in 2009
W Filed for D 01/03/11
piecing now...