Even after the big blow-up W and I had last month about her sending the OM money - "I'm just helping a friend" was her excuse - I found out she did it again last week; another $200. And I wasn't snooping, but found the entry in the online bank accounts. The first time I discovered it, I was beyond furious and angrily confronted her. This time? Bitter disappointment, and I feel like I just don't give a damn any more. And after weeks of her promising she would have a new "open door policy" regarding her computer and phone usage, she was again behind closed doors last night, both in the home office and in her bedroom.
So, computer and phone use behind closed doors, more money sent to the OM...yeah, I think the EA is back in full bloom.
I am tired of the deception, the dishonesty, the total lack of respect for me and our M.
Her nephew and his girlfriend are coming to visit us this weekend. I don't even want to be in the house to see or entertain any of her family. I have a very strong desire to tell her, after they leave, to find her own place to live so she can be free to do whatever she wants. There is DBing, and there is being used...
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
