Appt with L was cancelled today by her L. W was distraught, and decided that demonizing me was the proper thing to do. She wanted this day to be some kind of event, closure or a start to her new beginning, I am not sure.

Why would she spend the weekend having fun with me if she is so hellbent on a D/S? Today she worked in the yard. Does someone leaving spend time in the yard? The Munson article would say no.

I know I can't spend time trying to read her mind. I just wish this would all go away. But it is not going to.

H 51, W 46
no kids
T 22 years
M 17 years
ILBNILWY 2/10
1st D talk 6/10
partial recovery
W files D 5/11
long distance separation 8/11
moving forward on D 10/11
legal separation complete 1/2012