I am going to be sick all over again. I do love my husband, but do not love what has happened.

Now, how do I tell him I am sorry for what has happened without making excuses for his crappy behavior?

The worse case: I loose the house. I bet a lot of people would love that to be their worse case.

me:51
H: 48
No kids together
M:14 years
seperated:Ask him to GET OUT 3/21/11
Piecing 09/14