Side Trip from Forward Motion

[BeingMe]

BH, I have no choice in whether I want to be married or not. H is the one making that decision, at least, as far as, being S'ed is concerned. He has told me he doesn't love me, that he is done. I will not beg and plead. He will have to make the choice in taking the step to D. We may stay married for years, but not be together. In this, I have no control over. So, I am letting him go in my mind. I am dropping the rope whether we stay married officially or not. I am trying to convince myself that there is no point in keeping him here, when he doesn't want to be here. I must find my own life, do my own thing ... GAL. So far, he is taking the steps in my list. We shall see what happens in the next few weeks.