WAW for 6+ years -- Need Help

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Good afternoon. With work and just being busy, the weekend came and went. I continued to try to be apart from W, but we ended up spending a lot of time together. Not a bad thing, mind you. We went shopping and watched movies at home. W even went to church with me and son. Her first time in 3 or 4 weeks. I am doing the 180's mentioned in your e-mail 25yrsmic. It is hard to imagine being in this for 6+ years, but as I stated before I do feel like with DB, MC, and this blog that at least I have a chance to get my life back and also a real chance to save my M. I am starting week 7 not that it matters b/c I don't have a 'timeline' at the moment. MC told me Friday that I'll know when I've reached my bottomline if it gets to that point, but for now as long as I'm okay with to keep DB'ing since I wasn't doing this before. Sunday was a beautiful day in SOCAL and church was awesome as always. One of my new mantra's is "I can handle it."

In all things give thanks to the Lord, I thank you Lord.