Not having work has been taking the biggest toll on me lately. Have been having trouble finding work because what I'm qualified to do often requires background checks, and it's showing up that I have a current active lawsuit linked to my name where I'm suing a previous job. Was told by one place last week that it made them hesitent to hire me.
On a positive note, had another interview today and I got the job! So, no more taking on these piddly houekeeping jobs I've been doing since I got here. Back into restaurant management I go! I start wednesday!
Meeting with my lawyer went well this morning, so she said. Said that since former boss isn't really responding like she'd want, it seems he won't settle, and se's pushing hard for me to get what I deserve.
Have plans tonight with D3 and a couple of my friends....Girls night! lol!
had my bike tire blow out on morning bike ride today, and got that fixed before the heat of the day really kicked in.
going to try to get back into mindset of not letting others actions control mine. I realized in IC that my family is my family. I can't change that fact, and they're going to be who they are. I can accept it, or not. I chose to accept it and not let them control how my life goes.
I miss them, but I moved here for D3 to have R with H as well as to get back into school. I know what I want to achieve, and I couldn't do that where my parents lived. I would have had to move regardless. Want back into music and teaching...can't do that online...need an actual campus. Have another appointment tomrrow with admissions counselor here to see whether my financial aid was approved or not for fall classes.
Have just under $800 saved up since I got here, and I don't touch it...it's for the move. Another 100 and I'd have enough for just apt and security deposits...just a couple hundred after that is still needed for utility deposts. It's too hot here in TX to move into a place with no a/c...
Getting there, I just can't seem to get there fast enough. Still looking good for a couple of different apt complexes I had lined up to consider before I got here...they still have units available. Bodes even better that I got a job now as well.
Have a few daycares I'll be looking at this week. Will still need H's help some nights watching daughter as I'll be working one or two split shifts a week.
And I DON'T CARE IF HE DOESN'T LIKE IT!
Now's MY time...taking it back. He cannot denote when he'll watch her since he as no job. Heck! his mom is the one paying all his bills right now.
Wanted to add a note to you 25....there have been a couple of Rs I've had that I didn't talk about. 3 in fact that were actually healthy. I felt they were easy...that a R shouldn't be that easy and comfortable.
Was actually connected with them, had tons in common, and I always pushed them away.
I know I'm capable of it.
And as far as not dating...not even a thought of that in my mind. Hasn't been in over two years. Working on detaching, but until I'm convinced I am, I'm not in a place to date...I know this.
Just pushing on, and trying to keep a positive front going here....
me 32 H 30 T 8 years M ~5 years DD 3 years first d-bomb dec 06 second bomb may 07 third bomb july 08 finally seperated jan 09 a move for "progress'" sake may 11
