Won't stand for a broken family

[Timetotry]

Didn't sleep well at all.

Get a text at 8:45: Just wanted to say good morning.

I text: Good Morning.

Then half hour later he emails my work to say about coming over to discuss D1 college finances tonight. Emails went back and forth, nothing of substance for an hour.

Great, now tonight he swayed his way over.

I don't understand how if someone doesn't want to be married wants to come around like this. Says its just to see the kids and likes being around me but doens't want ot commit. What is that BS?

I am sick of crying again. I was finally going days without it and I have done it non-stop since last night.

This is one f'd up man.

Has anyone out here heard of anything like this?

I can't see my IC till Friday's appt, ugh.

I want to talk about it and get 3rd party feedback.

Anyone out here have anything for me?