So...am I still a newcomer?

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I've been reading Any Chance's thread about how he is coping with living in the same house with his W. It's tough, and I replied to him that lately I think it would be easier if my W were not in the same house with me. I feel like I'm under her microscope 24/7.

But the most difficult part of this for me is the total absence of any affection. We are platonic housemates, and nothing more. 4 months ago we were (I thought) madly in love with each other, and constantly touched, hugged, kissed, made love...it is still very hard to think that all of that may be gone forever.