Journal---- Ok, so not sure why....but getting a little anxious today. But, I have not emailed or texted W. I am working hard at backing off, but what if I back off to far? Is that possible? I mean what if she feels I am not interested in working this out? Ugh, hate this feeling...cant focus on my work sitting here staring at my PC waiting for her. Why do I do this to myself?? Ok, for my sanity I am going with she is extremely busy and unable to chat today. I am kind of glad because then that eliminates the chance for me to say something dumb.
