but you are stuck and you are making the sitch worse
Follow the rules that I gave you...what else can I say?
you have to actually DO THE WORK to get results...
I'm sorry you are in pain
you should have gone to see MIL for YOU and for HER
but you made it about your need to see h
instead of about seeing someone with whom you were close
who may need you
but instead all you saw was an opportunity to manipulate imo
and it really was an opportunity to DB...don't repeat the mistakes please
at least make different ones!
seriously, look AGAIN AND AGAIN at those rules
your life will get better but you have to do the work
what work means sometimes
is discipline
and that's what you are lacking b/c you do that which you KNOW you shouldn't...
and then you wonder why you get poor results...
come on
you CAN do this
you DO have choice
exercise choice...it's called free will
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016