TBH, I know the right thing to do is to be there for her if she needs me, but I just don't feel like it right now. I want to continue to be dim/dark for my own sanity.
Damn, can I delete that last post? I can't even make it 2 hours at this rate, much less a few days. My W just called me upset about the health of her mom. The MIL has not been herself since yesterday afternoon and fell today. This is insane. My W has only told an uncle and myself about what's going on. I had to make an adjustment on the fly (retracting my previous post about not feeling like being there for her) and told her she knows to call me if she needs to.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
