Apparently my MIL's health is a mystery. The doctors don't know what is going on with her. Per a convo with the W this morning, she didn't have a stroke. She's been in the hospital for 24 out of the last 25 days starting with meningitis, then a blood clot and who knows what now.
TBH, I know the right thing to do is to be there for her if she needs me, but I just don't feel like it right now. I want to continue to be dim/dark for my own sanity. Besides, I'm starting to wonder if she tries to make me feel sorry for her with everything she is going through. My compassion has its limits.
I’m in transition from caring and being somewhat attached to just not giving a you know what.
Let’s see how I feel over the next few days. There is still a lot going on. She is still under the impression the kids are heading to NM in a month, so we will have the introduction of my stance on the custody issues. Also, her family in Vegas is in the process of making funeral arrangements for her cousin and her aunt has asked me to be there(the aunt that has taken my side since my W told her she was getting a D from me). If I can make it down there, I’m going to try.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
