He told me I was not letting go completely. He told me to stop being competitive. He was right, I was doing both of those although I didn't realize it. He also told me to stop thinking that she would be a decent human being and that she wouldn't use the kids to try and hurt me. Sadly, the only people she is capable of hurting is herself and the kids at this point. I am way beyond being hurt by her as far as I can tell. I'm not foolish enough to think she is beyond trying nor that I am beyond her being able to push my buttons. Fewer to be certain, but there are still areas she can try.
Cie la vie. I can only protect myself and the kids as much as possible.
AJM
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
