Am i heading in the right direction?

[donnaf]

I just keeping writing this all down in the hope i can make sense of it all, or someone can help me with it.
He picks up the kids today, tells me i look nice, but my outfit could do with that shell necklace we brought. I tell he looks summery. I'm sat at the table and he says he cant stop looking at me, i look so different today.
Then he says to me have i got a doctors appointment soon as he no longer checks my boobs.
We go out to the garage to get something and he playfully pushes me, a bit to hard and i stumble, so he says i forget how light you are these days.
Then i'm in the kitchen getting my daughters shoes on her and he says to my daughter ' did mummy fall over?' then playfully pushes me to the ground.
I know i want to be his friend but to me this is playful flirting.


Please anyone able to make a comment?