Hi All,

I missed you all.....I was having such a hectic week I can't beleive it is over...

Taking time out from bb forced me to have to deal with the moment and not deal with the future. Did me some good...I just got through each day one at a time.

Got decision made for Gabe(S23. He is leaving tommorow. He is the only one of my four children who never left home for even so much as a sleep over and now he'll be traveling all over the world!!Isn't that a funny turn of events.

So many emotions with that that I found myself in tears several times over the last few days, but I know the future is looking bright.

Spent the last few days in conversation with him and my other son Matt(S26)(who should be a councelor if you ask me)....He has natural insight but has chosen a very different career path and I respect that.

Prepared for my court day on tuesday could not get to sleep tuesday night .....Big push to go over all the evidence and get myself mentally ready to face the other side. I was the plaintiff( she assaulted me) but I was so nervous you would have thought I was the attacker!!
Wednesday my day in court....it was long and tense but went fairly well. I wish I would have been able to elaborate more...I had the chance, just didn't remember all the stuff....The hearing took two hours of testimony.

I couldn't believe how nervous I was! You might not have been able to tell, but I don't remember ever perspiring that much in my life unless I was running for five miles at a hard pace.

Thursday I wrapped the install for my last client...She called twice in the evening to tell me how pleased she is with the final job....Considering I did their entire house and every nut, bolt, plant, dish and towel I even picked out the fish for the fish tank!!!!in the place and it's been almost 7 months to finish, I am happy she is so pleased and even more pleased that she called just to tell me how happy she is......

Friday, back to job hunting and preparing for the next lawsuit....getting Gabe's last minute stuff....he needed my car for getting his car fixed and to the dentist so we had a lot of coordinating to do.

I didn't have time to even think about Dr. K much in the last few days. I was very disappointed that he didn't ask me to come down there even once all week but I wasn't going there(so to speak) I just didn't have time!!!

The fall out was he is feeling depressed...and needs some company and to get out and do something.

I'm just wiped out from the week AND it's only -20 here and so cold that even with two pairs of sox and two layers of gloves, I froze my A** off today!!!! So he just has to fend for himself.

Just being out for five minutes I was getting into shivering mode.......I'm a midwest girl so I should be able to handle it but GOD!!!! a few degrees warmer would be a big help.....


Trish