So, H dropped friend off, stopped in to have a drink, continued drinking and passed out? Finally woke up about the time of my last post and came home. In total, was gone for 16 hours?!?!?! He didn't see why I was bothered. Wasn't bothered he was gone at all...was bothered he took my car and I didn't know where it was.
Maybe over thinking, maybe over analyzing, but the simplest way I feel about it is this....
Borrowed someone else's car, gone for 16 hours with it...I feel it's justified for owner of car to be upset when it was supposed to be a short amount of time for the use of car.
Still not 100% copnvinced about H's story....he claims he doesn't lie these days, but when there's a history of it, it's hard to learn to trust again.
In listening to his story, I might be reading into what I feel are holes in his story.
I was bothered because I was tired, wanted to sleep, had to work today, D3 kept waking up and asking for daddy, cat kept meowing out calling for him, and cat doing that was waking up D3 as well. So, I had a rough night and a very long day at work. Took a nap when I got home while H watched D3. About to go to bed again as well.
Just overall bothered by the whole thing. H's in his bedrom right now chatting with OW on the pc right now. After the night we had, I told him I was going to bed, and he hopped right on to chat with her.
His actions towards me are still leaning towards very friendly and social, but I know that since he's still talking to OW, even if just chatting on pc, that we're not really at that place yet, but I'm still hopeful.
Is it so wrong of me to keep up this small glimmer of hope?
me 32 H 30 T 8 years M ~5 years DD 3 years first d-bomb dec 06 second bomb may 07 third bomb july 08 finally seperated jan 09 a move for "progress'" sake may 11
