my heart is breaking

[Timetotry]

Kermit,

GAL doesn't always mean having to be out with friends/others.

I have a similar situation so I go out shopping if everyone is busy. Whether it be the mall, Target, Walmart or even just the food store. I also would goto book stores, of which before I enterd my sitch, I NEVER went into one. I'd find a relationship book and just sit even for an hour. I could just go buy the book but I forced myself to stay there to help hold back tears. Something to help take my mind off of it even though its hard too.

Again, what helped me is knowing I was in public, so I had to hold the tears back then, at least until I got to my car!

Just a suggestion but its better at first to try this. As months passed, I am more comfortable just being home on my 'free' night.

Ironically, my H has made a point of being around now ALWAYS on my free night! He is having a hard time with my 'mystery' time.