I don't know as I have any more problems than anyone else on the bb...everyone has kids and families.
And I know there are no magical solutions...
other than prayer.
I do know everthing will work out and whatever happens it will be what is suppose to happen.
My two greatest distresses are not surprisingly M(S26) who will be out in the cold unless he jump starts his life and gets a great job that supports himslef. He is aware of this and resigned to do whatever he has to do but seeems to be making it harder on himself than I think is nessessary, by not just taking any job he can get and then there's G(S23) who has long felt this estrangment from Dr. K and is seemingly soo resentful of an on going relationship between us.
To be fair I don't blame him, he is worried about me and doesn't think it will work...that somehow I will be left and he feels alone and left out and losing his mother to someone he doesn't trust.
I pray that somehow God will work on Dr.K because there is nothing I can do to heal their relationship. Dr. K says he doesn'tunderstand the rift, and will not listen to much of anything I say about the subject....he needs this from a third party...like we discussed before...sometimes we have to hear it from somewhere else....
If G leaves with things unresolved, It will be painfull for all...........
I feel like I must maintain things here for them over the next few months so they can launch successfully....
not an easy task under the best of circumstances but feeling downright impossible today........
