Just journalling

Its been a couple of days since i posted,i'm mixed up right now. He came round to see the kids on weds and we had a really good chat, hes told me that he still cares about me and wishes that i could have been the woman i am now a year ago.
We even managed to have a conversation about the fact his GF is pushing to meet my kids. And the fact that one of our mutual friends has also become a very close friend of mine (his wife cheated on him, so he knows how i feel), but my H hates him. We left a good tidings
The next morning I get a 'stiff' text message from him, saying that he cant believe i would choose my friend over him, which i never said, i asked my H not to make me choose. So I phone him and we sort it out amicably.
We seem to moving well to a good friendship, which is something i feel we can build on


Me - 40
DS - 7
DD - Nearly 4
M - 8 years
T - 10 years
S - Feb 11